01. Intro - Conceptless

[INSTRUMENTAL]



02. Charge Restart (We'll Raze Like Thunder)

Catastrophe, grief and misery,
sanity full killed,
and we'll tear them asunder,
dread will fill their hearts like a disease
and they'll choke on blood and bile with a glimpse to our eyes.

Awaking up, we will raise from dust,
we need no one and everyone will be erased from the world,
we will scream our bile infecting up to God,
making all things crumble with a flick of our thumb,

we will overrun like creeps all of their fucking thoughts
leaving behind sparking ashes of what once was a soul,
a peek to our insides will leave them so deeply fucked
that our depravity will melt their mind to the core,

So three times six times higher is the stage of this show
scorching bodies as our hobby to keep them in control,
a performance so corrupted that it has no below
to introduce us as their mentors of all ways sinful,

Catastrophe,
grief and misery
is what we are

and we came to wonder

With eyes like steel
we will spread our will
over here

and we came to conquer

their resolve goes thin
and they'll feel their guts
disappear

and we'll tear them asunder

Sanity full killed,
the only thing left in
is their fear

and we'll raze like thunder

We'll raze like thunder.

A session of debauchery and excess with us
will be the first of the sensations bringing in total vice,
they will ask for torture without force by our hand
since we'll own their putrid brain till the fucking End Times,

Catastrophe,
grief and misery
is what we are

and we came to wonder

With eyes like steel
we will spread our will
over here

and we came to conquer

their resolve goes thin
and they'll feel their guts
disappear

and we'll tear them asunder

Sanity full killed,
the only thing left in
is their fear

and we'll raze like thunder

And we'll raze like thunder

our ideal pasttime will become
leaving behind a desecrated soul,
a performance with no below
that melts their minds to the core,

Unforgiving, dead or living
do not matter for our meaning,
their assent will be overbearing
overcoming all their feelings,

and we came to wonder,
and we came to conquer,
(and) we'll tear them asunder,
and we'll raze like thunder

Catastrophe,
grief and misery
is what we are

With eyes like steel
we will spread our will
over here

their resolve goes thin
and they'll feel their guts
disappear

Sanity full killed,
the only thing left in
is their fear

and we'll raze like thunder.



03. Red stains

Sleeping in me
there is a driving unease,
tainting my life with disease,
that makes all reeling with sheer nausea,

chill like a breeze,
it's now an urging squeeze,
querying a basic premise:
why do I accept shit from bastards,

A cleansing, causting spread in my brain
flattening all, leaving red stains
covering the walls of my consciousness,
a force annihilating all restraints
of my mind,

rising inside
from sleaze and smeared tears
that won't come back to my eyes,
bleeding,

Now overwhelming in its true power,
all things turn around for their disgrace,
a hole in black, draining all pain that's left,
giving a sense to the hate
that blooms in my
heart,

rising inside
from a bliss breeding deep in me
preying on all life in sight,
killing,

Yesterday I would made a full retreat,
I would hide myself in a cocoon of debris,
now it's so unacceptable for me
a burst of outrage awakes if I think of it,

dark images of slain aspects of me
fill my head, overcoming any sense of grief,
a slow boiling climbing from the depths of pride
that make my psyche explode
with wrath,

rising inside
from sleaze and smeared tears
that won't come back to my eyes,

wrath
rising inside
from a bliss breeding deep in me
preying on all life in sight,
killing,

bleeding,
killing,
bleeding,
killing.



04. Atro-city of angels

You cannot see us,
You can't perceive us,
but we are attached,

like a itch in your brain,
like a tick to your veins,
like things you can't forget,
inside your head,

murmuring loads of wonders
that in fact are devious pacts,
convincing your weak kindness
that it should not be here
while you are alive.

Smashing
to pieces
your mercy,
bewitching
you wildly,
consuming all your goodness
and forgivings,
misleading,
deceiving,
beguiling your feelings,
destroying,
reducing to ashes all compassion
that you could have left for your kin
as you creep around like mites,

nauseating your good deeds,
turning generosity
into spite and jealousy,
betraying your regards,

pushing you into madness
with no sense of movement
towards the light,

defraying your convictions
with delirations that taint you
till you
believe in a world of lies.

We are the ones
that eliminate
your empathy for
humankind

We are the ones
that put in your mind
that crime and assassination
is something good for your life

We will brainfuck you well

Misleading,
deceiving,
beguiling your feelings,
destroying,
defeating,
reducing to ashes all your spunk,

With each of your decisions
we have the mission to ruin them bad,
so we'll be playing with you mentally,
darkening your fantasies,
meddling with your destiny
like a bunch of flies
attracted by the smell of your rotting flesh,

boosting your lapses
and your fallings,
making you be diabolic,
making you feel so unholy,
making you sin like you're mad

We are the ones
that make you think
foul play is nice

We are the ones
that corrode your heart
slaying by disease
your righteous acts

your ethics now mean shit

We'll make love for hate supreme

making you be diabolic,
making you feel so unholy,
making you sin like you're mad, so we'll be

playing with you mentally,
darkening your fantasies,
meddling with your destiny,
anguishing you recklessly,
sucking your blood and your conscience
to make you believe
with convition
in a world of lies

Your love for hate will peak

We are the ones
that eliminate
your empathy for
humankind

We are the ones
that corrode your heart,
spoiling your soul
blasphemously rank,

we will brainfuck you wild.



05. An open wound that oozes something black

Once I stabbed my heart
to stop that beating sound,
and not only I never swooned,
but now I have an open wound
that oozes something black.

I have an open wound
that oozes something black.

Something black.



06. Screw, party and be merry

Time is relentless and dry,
and youth has no ticket to come back,
every time you look yourself in the mirror
you see a face that will never be again returning the

sight, anything for a good life,
and then you grow old and all is done,
recalling what you wanted,
evoking bygone parties,

and craving to return to
when you could take a different turn,

So arise and don't refrain from trying,
don't reserve yourself for better timings
since you couldn't have the chance to have it again in your life,

so don't give up and fight to avoid submission,
normality's oppression's ammunition,
after all we're not going to come out alive from our lives

Don't find yourself regretting what you rejected
because someone told you that people would bad-mouth you,
fuck the envious, fuck the jealous,
fuck the ones that didn't have the courage to overcome
the fear that now they try to make you feel
for their own insecurity,
In the end we all will be dead and gone,
in the end we all will be the same grain of dust.

In the end we all will be dead and gone

Acknowledge your feelings, follow their leading,
the only rule is not hurting any other than you,

Destroy control, do what you want,
society will supress you with shame and fear,
but you have a strong response in your hands:
an extended middle-finger to express it all,

Shine like a fireball of resolve,
pleasure and pain sometimes are the same,
you are the only one who knows
what means each one of them for you

So
Arise and don't refrain from trying,
don't reserve yourself for better timings
since you couldn't have the chance to have it again in your life,

so don't give up and fight to avoid submission,
normality's oppression's ammunition,
after all we're not going to come out alive from our lives,

Arise and do not refrain of living
saving yourself for a something coming
that you couldn't have again the chance to experience for life,

so don't give up and fight to avoid submission,
normality's oppression's ammunition,
after all we're not going to come out alive from our lives



07. Puppies and rainbows

My puppy...
My kitten...
My puppy...
My kitten...
Puppy...
Kitten...
Puppy...

My puppy's name is Fluffy,
Fluffy,
My kitten's name is Whiskers,
Whiskers,
They play with flowers,
flowers,
and look at the rainbow,
rainbow,
the rainbow,

They play with flowers,
they play with flowers,
they play tag with their tails,
they play tag with their tails,
they chase butterflies,
they romp in the field,
they wallow in the grass
and look at the rainbow,
rainbow!

they are all furry,
they play with flowers
and look at the rainbow,
at the fucking rainbow,

my kitten's name is Whiskers,
my puppy's name is Fluffy,
they play with flowers
and run happily under the rainbow,
the rainbow,
the fucking rainbow,

The fucking rainbow,

they are all furry,
they play with flowers,
they play tag with their tails,
they get drowsy in the lawn,
they chase butterflies,
they romp in the field,
they wallow in the grass
and look at the rainbow

my kitten's name is Whiskers,
my puppy's name is Fluffy,
they play with flowers
and look at the rainbow,

They look at the rainbow,
They look at the rainbow,
They look at the rainbow,
the fucking rainbow!



08. Destroyer of worlds

I have endured aeons
and aeons I have yet to endure,
with a sacred mission that will last eternity
or until Eternity is finished off.

I have ended with empires
that spanned a million suns,
without any hesitation,
without a single second thought,

Any single living being
have been always nothing in my eyes,
whole universes have been obliterated
by my hand with no remorse,

I am committed to the extinction
of everything that is and beyond,
and that fateful day nothing seemed different,
with not a single shadow in my trust,

I raised my will as I have done
infinite times before,
I started the annihilation as so many times
even I cannot recall,

but then something went wrong,
in a heartbeat everything changed,
a spark in the dark that was a soul
that I met a single moment too late...

I'm a destroyer of worlds,
I'm the Everything's close
but when I found you
all my convictions where crushed to dust,
how can I now carry out my duty
if I could find you just once more.



09. Sour black zero

I feel a stab like a mist,
exuding eerie colors of disease,
a stygian rift unsealed with a kiss,
infecting sieves in me, shaping awe from coma,

acrid grey that now turns red
as brightful bliss is
made from bare rough dread,
cathartic liberation from the jail
that high and loud was caging
a tone of pure, sharp white,
but stained,

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way,

I sense an earpiercing sight
overlaying stroke, arcane, as drowned in spite,
craving for more, and at the same time void,
overjoyed, tainting my tastes,

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way,

As a darker touch invades the shades of scents
the shape of my ego becomes zero, sour as black,

as sensations rise to be devoid of contrition
a bloodbath will be a sure escape for all these visions.

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way.

Pushing to go all the way.

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing me to go all the fucking way.



10. Fairytales of murder

I stay still, looking at nothing,
listening to whispers that only I am hearing,
they speak of vice, they tell me about crimes,
they sell me dereliction as a way of existing,

remarking my flaws, denoting their meaning,
they're selling me my convictions are anachronistic,
that I have to adapt, that I must be aggresive,
that depravity is OK if you lack of ethics,

piercing my heart with thoughts that bleed silly,
I'm being filled with pools of slime that were feelings,
they're fondling my brain with heinous wishes
that makes Armageddon reveling and festing,

scorching inside, foulness grazes limits,
I still resist the urge to be vicious and sadistic,
but they're bending my will with marvels and pleadings
so strong that death would be the only way of not yielding,

they want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings seduce me with fairytales of murder.

(With fairytales of murder)

They narrate how I can be wicked,
they relate why I must be sick,
the virtues of corruption, the decadence of honor,
the beauty in being mean without apparent purpose,

they want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings seduce me with fairytales of murder.

Iniquity should be my demeanor,
villainy would make me far keener,
abomination, profanation,
execration to be a perfect sinner,

Twisting feelings, vileness winning,
intensifying evil, turning full overweening,
no more concern about others' achings,
not caring anymore about anything living,

their arguments are strong as I assimilate them,
manslaughter is quite less traumatic the more I hear them,
my mind's in disarray, the more it's in disorder
the more they seduce me with fairytales of murder.

With fairytales of murder.

They want me to be cruel, they want me to be rotten,
they want to make me unholy, they want to make me godless,
Psychological abuse from a world of wonders,
These beings have seduced me with fairytales of murder.



11. Inflame your hate

Don't allow the world to make you simple-minded,
don't succumb to their way of seeing things as garbage,
don't let all the fuckers treat you as the rabble,
don't give them a shit to grant them all their power,

Uproot conformity and weaponize it badly,
cut the skin that holds your rage and make a carnage,
throw your blood and taint the faces of the masses,
burn your flesh to upset the ones that hold you lower,

Destroy all with screams that release your anger,
extirpate your shame and make you deeply scary,
stand upon your feet stomping embarrasment,
devastate their truth till there's nothing to handle,

make them pay,
make them cry,
prepare for war,
inflame your hate to fight,
inflame your hate to fight,
inflame your hate to fight,
inflame your hate to fight,
inflame your hate to fight,

fight,
fight,
fight,
inflame your hate to fight,

Confront their oppresion with a great upheaval,
chaos and turmoil to battle their own evil,
make your presence seem something of the most lethal,
burn it all to inflame your hate to fight,

inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight

inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight

Destroy all with screams that release your anger,
stand upon your feet stomping embarrasment,
extirpate your shame and make you deeply scary,
devastate their truth till there's nothing to handle,

make them pay,
make them cry,
disturb their life,
prepare for war,
make them pay,
make them cry,
disturb their life,
inflame your hate to fight

inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight

fight
fight
inflame your hate to fight
fight
fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight
inflame your hate to fight

fight
fight
inflame your hate to fight



12. Kissed and killed

This condition breaking my head,
spitting things out of hell,
splitting my mind all the way to madness,

is telling I am going astray,
that I should really spread care,
that I don't owe anyone a shit,

since I have an emptiness inside me,
and at the same time I feel I have too much,
dependent of a kind of psycho treatment,

an urge to obey and be obeyed,
to control and to be a serf,
duality in the form of incarnated denial,

I want to be amiss,
I want to be missed,
I want to be hit,
I want to be filled,

and I want to be drained
I want to be nice,
I want to be grim,
I want to be boot

and I want to be fist,
I want to be erased
I want to exist,
I want to be crystal,

I want to be mist,
I want to be good,
I want to be mean,
I want to be a saint,

and I want to be wicked,
I want to be pain,
I want to be bliss,
I want to be torment,

I want to relieve,
I want to be cheer,
I want to be grief,
I want to be misery,

I want to be ease,
I want to be acclaimed,
I want to be blamed,
I want to be pleasure,

I want to be twinge,
I want to be blitz,
I want to be peace,
I want to be kissed,
and I want to be killed,
kissed and killed.

I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,

I want to become an angel of death,
I want to get to be a demon of life,
dreaming while awake,
alert while asleep,
one eye shaded with day,
the other shines with night,

I want to be askew,
I want it all out,
I want it within,
I want to be hated,

I want to be wished,
I want to end all,
I want to begin,
I want to be broken,

I want to be fixed,
I want to be expelled,
I want to be pinned,
I want to be weakness,

I want to be will,
I want to be left,
I want to be picked,
I want to be virtue,

I want to be sin,
I want to be brain,
I want to be skin,
I want to be bitter,

I want to be sweet,
I want to get out,
I want to be in,
I want to be strong

and I want to be sick,
I want to be pure,
I want to be mixed,
I want to be beaten,

I want to defeat,
I want to be a slave,
I want to be free,
I want to be kissed,
and killed.

I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,

I should break my ears with silence,
I should cure them back with loudness,
I should reward you with my greed,
I should pay you like a thief,

my spirit's breaking in two and my perceptions too,
alienation is becoming way stronger,
the truth of lies is shown like a blow,
inside my skull and beyond,
as this dementia breaks up my soul!

I want to be amiss,
I want to be missed,
I want to be hit,
I want to be filled,

and I want to be drained
I want to be nice,
I want to be grim,
I want to be boot

and I want to be fist,
I want to be erased
I want to exist,
I want to be crystal,

I want to be mist,
I want to be good,
I want to be mean,
I want to be a saint,

and I want to be sin,
I want to be brain,
I want to be skin,
I want to be bitter,

I want to be sweet,
I want to get out,
I want to be in,
I want to be strong

and I want to be sick,
I want to be pure,
I want to be mixed,
I want to be beaten,

I want to defeat,
I want to be a slave,
I want to be free,
I want to be kissed,
and I want to be killed

I want to be kissed and killed,
I want to be kissed and killed,

Kissed and killed.



13. Mary vs the light

Mary was enraged, all hope lost,
trying to fathom humankind took a toll,
as she suffered the betrayal of people she loved
inside her head a choice was growing like a blow,

She saw the world with the perspective of ages,
she saw the pain of the beings that bled along them,
she saw the opression of the ones that claimed to save them,
she saw the tiranny of the self-proclaimed enlightened,

And so,
she decided to give off
her humanity, leave her soul,
embrace darkness and forgo
her very flesh and bones, for

she abhorred the light,

For the ones who hurt her,
for the ones who abused her,

she abhorred the light,

she threw away indecision,
she wakened to a new vision,

she abhorred the light,

with the night as a mantle,
and the stars as her candles,

she abhorred the light

she undertook her main mission:
never more in submission,

she abhorred the light.

So she rised as a goddess of death,
she espoused the abyss, by the void she was kissed,
punishment was exerted at her will,
and she returned three times the pain she received,

black magick was her knife and sword,
the elements and force of Nature were her horde,
with grace vengeance was performed
since her commiseration was no more,

because she abhorred the light

For the ones who hurt her,
for the ones who abused her,

she abhorred the light,

she threw away indecision,
she wakened to a new vision,

she abhorred the light,

with the night as a mantle,
and the stars as her candles,

she abhorred the light

she undertook her main mission:
never more in submission,

she abhorred the light.

And then they dreaded the change of papers,
but their pleas for mercy were ignored
since they should had thought about it
before Mary left her soul.

And then they went insane,
and she was finally whole,
for she got her sweet revenge,
finding justice on her own
at last.

Mary abhorred the light.
Mary abhorred the light.
Mary abhorred the light.
Mary abhorred the light.

Mary abhorred the light

For the ones who hurt her,
for the ones who abused her,

she threw away indecision,
she wakened to a new vision,

with the night as a mantle,
and the stars as her candles,

she undertook her main mission:
never more in submission,

Mary abhorred the light.



14. Music is for fun, motherfuckers!

We all live in these times of music fantasies,
knee-deep in the joy of discovery and findings,
a catalog of wonders about to be squeezed,
only to be herded by fuckers and naysayers,

they tell you what you must only like,
reviling genres using shining smiles,
doesn't matter if it's established or it is underground,
if they don't fancy it it has to be quickly put down,

They keep whining, and denying
you can see with your own eyes,
and requiring no defying against what those dickheads
attempt to make you think like dumbasses,

(They) want to tie me
but I'm cut loose and that means
to dance and headbang with
whatever thing that pleases my ears,
so with lots of scorn
I would tell those suckers
Music is for fun, motherfuckers!

We all live in these times of music fantasies,
having your band and a choice to chant or spit with anger,
playing what you ever wanted since you were a kid,
only to be assaulted by exploiters and naysayers,

you can say you do this for a living,
or it's just you're creating for the chillings,
for them it's the same, you have to do it their way,
driving your tastes to make you meet the ones of them,

Denying, they'll be saying
"you can't do it on your own",
and requiring to be quiet
while they foist their vision
looking for your submission!

They tell you with ease that you have to sell your soul
to please some assholes who'll never listen to one of your songs,
so with lots of scorn
I do tell those suckers
Music is for fun, motherfuckers!

Music is for fun!

All the time
we have to stand their fucking lies
about what is good or what is bad
from their damn subjective sight,

or just dismissing the efforts
of the people that are working hard,
If the band that I love seems like that other one
I assure you that I don't give a fuck,

Imposing fashion as a rule
to push you to a docile state of mind,
Rock, pop, folk, blues, jazz, flamenco, who cares?
I'm fucking free to enjoy it even if it puts you to shame

Riling, and denying
you can see with your own eyes,
but they're lying, and beguiling,
so just do what your want,
you're the owner of your own life!

(They) want to tie me
but I'm cut loose and that means
to dance and headbang with
whatever thing that pleases my ears,
so with lots of scorn
I will tell those suckers
Music is for fun, motherfuckers!

They want to tie me
but I'm cut loose and that means
to dance and headbang with
whatever thing that pleases my ears,
so with lots of scorn
I will tell those suckers
Music is for fun, motherfuckers!

So with lots of scorn
we will tell them
Music is for fun!





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